I am doing this blog post about 15minutes before I need to be at church. I started a new church last sunday. I was rasied Roman Catholic, but after my son had a run in with the Faith Formation Teacher in the 6th grade we haven't been back. That wasn't the only reason. Every Sunday when i would go to mass as my family walked in the Hospitality Ministers would look at me as if I had 2 heads no joke and usually it was the same people. They are older and new to the parish but they didn't like the idea I had kids out of wedlock...OH NO I AM DAMNED!!.... so I committed a sin having my children.. I am sorry my kids were baptized and raised up until 6th and 3rd grade in the church. I was being talked aobut behind my back. I was horrible to have kids without a father. Honestly I am happier that the kids don't have their father!! for another day.
So I have been searching and struggling to find out who I am and where I really belong in teh Faith World. Last Sunday a friend of mine "JENN-NAPPED" me to take me to church on the idea we were going to coffee and then she would bring me back....NOT COOL. I was in a hat tanktop and felt blahhhh....The church didn't care they were happy to see me there. WOOOHOOOO. I didn't know I knew so many people from my town went to that church. That church I am refering too was the ONLY church that helped me in teh time of great need this summer. Kept me going, but they didnt expect me to start to go there. I have decided to go there because I felt a peace and calm come over me last Sunday. I have a realtionship with GOD, that he totally understands me, understands who and where I am coming from.....BUT the relationship you have THROUGH HIM with others is what really truly keeps you going in life.
I am excited to have a relationship with GOD again.....I promise not to shovel things for you to read I am not that type of a person!!
"One Step, One path, One Road, One Trail, One Valley, One Mountain to Climb to Get to the PEAK of You!"
AWESOME!!!
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