So at last blog...Everyone seemed to be prepared for our climb, a few would say "I have to wait for a dr's ok", some would say "This is too hard for me", some would say "LETS DO THIS!!" and the last few " DO I have to do this journey?" No! No one is forcing anyone else to do anything. You have a mind of your own and that is all that matters. You are the only one who can make you do things. If you are at the lowest of lows...Then reach out to others Talk to them, talk to those who actually know what you are going through. If you feel lost then please seek help. Talk to a pastor someone who can honestly help you. ENOUGH GETTING OFF THE BOULDER NOW!! Sorry the soap box was too hard to carry on this journey. use what you got.
Ok so on to what has happened in the last 2 WEEKS!! Most important thing of all I am gainfully employed!! WOOHOO Doing the HAPPY DANCE and Jase's Air Squats...work up that sweat!! Still trying to work on getting back unemployment pay which I was told probably would be soon getting. That is great news considering. Ok Ok OK OK!!! I hear you in the back you want to know what the job is. I work for an awesome company in Customer Service. This has been the best job so far and i have only been working for 4 days. If you want to see where here is the link... www.rockymountaintrail.com NOW GO AND BUY!!! Think this is so amazing considering my blog and what I my goal is to do in 2 years. Bosses are AWESOME!!! Everyone is so friendly and great to work so helpful to show me things when I do ask. LIKE I SAID GO BUY!! IF you love the out doors and need new gear only place to go!!!
NOW for something that actually floored me. MY FATHER is happy for me! He is pleased that I am working on my weight and working out and of course WORKING!! He even said I can stay even stay at the house for my brother's wedding. HE OFFERED!!! Still upset with him but hey I will take anything even if it is small. On a sad note though he was told to lose the more weight, he is a Type II Diabetic and is now on insulin. I NEVER want to be that way. I am doing something NOW!! I want to inspire my family to do more. So mom just called me and my step dad who is also Type II diabetic is also on insulin....he would be better off if he would just loose the weight too but he is a stubborn smoker foodie....Bad combo. But his is doing great too. My goal is to figure out things for my to do in the office and see how it goes and then share them with my favorite me in my life.
My loving & adorable MiniMe, Emily, hit me with a bombshell about a week ago....NO I didn't say I've been hit by a bombshell seriously. No you don't have to Run for a Bomb Shelter!! geez people did you clean you wax out of the ears!! So Miss Emily wants to stay at my mom's for the school year because of her bullies!! NO GO! Sorry putting my foot down. I am saying NO!! My mom says they are just as bad there then any where else. SO I am going to be talking to the school counselor when I can. I can't be away from my MiniMe....oh yeah she has lost about 15lb!! and back in Girls Sizes 14/16 YEAH!!! so we are going to work on things together!!!.
What now?? NO you need to take the shovel with you if you are going to use the Tree Facilities!! Have the courtesy please!!! Have the germ stuff for after PLEASE!! No we aren't to lunch yet we have just started remember this is a night hike and have a couple hours....OK Back to the regular Broadcasting....OOPS!! mean writing time....( I know I have TOTALLY LOST IT) So!!
Tyler is working like crazy! I am loving it. I know where he is from 745AM to 5PM Mon-Friday hehehehehe He is a crazy freshman Yeppers!! School starts August 25th CAN'T WAIT....yes even my kids are excited. Tyler's best friend Casey will be attending public school again so he is thrilled. They will be so in trouble with each other....can't wait for that either. At least Casey's stepmom and I are good friends.
Let's see what else has been going on!! Sorry still don't know my weight....Everytime I go to get weighed at the Dr's office I am told different things....NO I can't do it on my own....Oh wait for the Nurse....sorry it won't be big enough for you. WELL...I told front office I don't need to wait for the nurse...I can't just go and do it on my own. IF and ONLY IF I want the Dr's to record my weight then I need to wait....Not going to Happen with me when My time is short!! So I will get it soon.
Honestly just between you and me.....I feel so much better. I feel like a human being and an active member of society again. I feel better about who I am and what I am....I AM ME and I AM Working on ME!! then everyone else.....heheheheh who wants to be the Guinea pigs?!
On this very last note.....I have a GREAT TERRIFIC Friend, Artist,Mom, Fellow Blogger and My Inspiration who is SO Amazing and needs the help to have a dream happen. Christa is AMAZING and ONEHOTDIEHL!! Please follow her and her blog and there is a Fundraiser Link on there for her. She is trying to get to Salt Lake City, UT for the Biggest Loser Casting Call for Season 13!! She is from Oregon! Help her out. She needs this sooo much more then anyone else I know. Even me....PLEASE pass it on to all your friends and if you are a blogger add it!! PLEASE WE LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! http://onehotdiehl.blogspot.com/
The natives are getting restless they want to continue one....ON WARD UP!!!! Love you all and Please please help my Friend Christa....love her lots!!
"One Step, One path, One Road, One Trail, One Valley, One Mountain to Climb to Get to the PEAK of You!"
